February 2012
Unexpected phonecalls are the fucking best.
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People who come over just to see if you're okay.
I'm sorry to all my recent followers who followed...
I obviously am not so…
Fucking help me.
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One week clean.
My cuts have healed to scars and I’ve been snapping rubber bands on my wrists all day.
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California weather.
Morning: HOLY SHIT its freezing.
Afternoon: Who the fuck set the earth on fire.
Anonymous asked: your video paired along with some inspirational words from some other people made me reconsider some stuff and made me stop considering cutting. thanks <3
Anonymous asked: Youre amazing.
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Four days clean.
Was able to fight relapsing today.
I’ll be one week clean on Friday.
I’m making progress.
pamjoyuna asked: thank you for that video. It inspired me so much to be optimistic about myself. And your story is so relevant to mine. I'll pray for you. You have my respect. Stay strong <3
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callmebai asked: i know what you're going through, i'm a freshmen and i've cut since the sixth grade. during the summer i was cut free for five months. i became really depressed though, i started pushing the closest people away from me and was eventually alone. i diagnosed myself with depression. i was too afraid to tell my parent's because i thought they'd be disappointed. 12-20-11 my dad...
angiiekiim asked: Rheza you're a beautiful, smart, talented, and strong person. I don't personally know what you're going through and I know we didn't talk much unless we were in chem, and I know we aren't that close, but I want you to know that I am here for you, always<3 You deserve to be happy, and if you ever need me I am here for you
kiaralynnn asked: hi i think i love you. well i dont think, but i know. i love you <3
Anonymous asked: did you ever take singing lessons before? you look familiar looool
ayesami asked: Omg hi, even though I don't know you, I just had to tell you that I'm proud of you for realizing how much you were hurting yourself as well as others. I'm inspired by everything you've done so far<3
Dearest Rheza Mae Andaya Gimutao,
its-uhlizuh:
First of all, I want you to know I love you very much and I have always cared for you all these years we’ve known each other. You video brought me to tears. You are one of the strongest people I know and I am so proud of your starting new and staying clean. You are the reason I’ve stopped myself from doing so many terrible things to myself. You are my butterfly. I promise I will do...
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Anonymous asked: Can you post your story now? (:
deserve-to-be-happy-deactivated asked: I'm always here if you need to chat or even rant xx
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Anonymous asked: What made you start cutting?
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Relapse is a part of recovery.
It’s okay to fall, but make sure you pick yourself back up.
Anonymous asked: i'd love to hear your story. please make a video or a post sometime soon.
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Anonymous asked: anything you have to say to anybody who has considered self harm?
hiyacelina asked: stay strong cactus :) i believe in ya :D love you!!! my butterfly says you can do it too :)
chasingdreamrainbows asked: You're welcome :) I feel like I'm letting others down so I need to be strong :)
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Anonymous asked: Seeing that ask made feel more pressure to not cut so thank you :) I'm trying really hard not to get addicted
I've never felt this good about myself in such a...
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Anonymous asked: What made you want to stop cutting?
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I'm looking forward to the day where I can look at...
It’s been a really long time since I’ve seen that.
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Two days clean.
its-uhlizuh asked: I am so proud of you and newly found motivation to stop cutting. I'll be with you every step of the way, hun. I love you Balboa<3